| memo from God |
[May. 3rd, 2004|11:15 pm] |
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it makes you think................just read..........
MEMO FROM GOD
To: YOU
Date: TODAY
From: GOD - The Boss!
Subject: YOURSELF
Reference: LIFE
This is God. Today I will be handling All of your problems for you. I do
Not need your help. So, have a nice day.
I love you.
GOD
P.S. And, remember....
If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you can not handle, do
Not attempt to resolve it yourself !! Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something
for God to do) box. I will get to it in MY TIME. All situations will be
resolved, but in My time, not yours.
P.S.S.
Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying
about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in
your life now.
If you find yourself stuck in traffic; Don't despair. There are people in
this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege.
Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of
work for years.
Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who
has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return.
Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in
dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her
children.
Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance; Think
of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.
Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror; Think of the cancer
patient in chemo who wishes she had hair to examine.
Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about,
asking what is my purpose? Be thankful. There are those who didn't live long
enough to get the opportunity.
Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness,
ignorance, smallness or insecurities; Remember, things could be worse. You
could be one of them!
Should you decide to send this to a friend; Thank you, you may have
touched their life in ways you will never know!
Now, you have a nice day,
God |
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| spring break |
[Apr. 8th, 2004|11:09 am] |
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so here the update on my spring break:
still suffering from the allergic reaction i encountered 2 weeks ago
have been to the doctors 3 times and urgent care 2
cant go in the sun
cant stand for long because of the swelling of my legs so have to keep them elevated
packing up my house
a weeks off of work due to medical note
still havent done english homework
not ready to go back to school
going to see my grandma
got excepted to fullerton and san diego state..........probably san diego state
prom in 3 weeks have nothing
hopefully going to see my boyfriend play tonight.......havent seen him in a week
spring break that i wont forget |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 2nd, 2004|10:04 pm] |
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life has been pretty crazy lately. i dont know where to start. my mom amd brother are leaving me in june and im gonna be on my own. my financial situation might keep me from going to SDSU, i might not go to prom, and my boyfriend is leaving to alaska for the summer. everything is just coming in all at once and i cant handle it. oh well shit happens |
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| scratch, scratch |
[Mar. 26th, 2004|09:53 pm] |
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the last week has been tiring. i wentto the doctors for toncilitis and they gave me amoxicilin. i had a severe allergic reaction to it. 5 days later i began to break out in hives. not just little patches here and there. they cover my body. my face looked like a pizza and my body looked like im diseased. i had to itch so bad. i went to work and everyone noticed but didnt want to say anything. its like when someone has a deformity and you want to look but you dont because its rude. thats how people were at work .no one would look at me. the next day may face and neck became swollen and i had to go to the hospital and get a steriod shot. it burned when i could feel the liquid going done my arm. now i am doing much better. my face color has come back, my nose is atill swollen though and the spots are connecting to one blotch all over my body. im on five different medications and now i have to get tested for more allergies so this doesnt happen again. im tried and want these hives to just go away. |
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| think |
[Mar. 15th, 2004|09:51 pm] |
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i figured i would write about this topic since its made me think about it more than once over the weekend. as i was driving to work on sat. i noticed a military convoy heading south(probably camp pennelton) i was glancing over at a passanger and notice his expression as they drove by. i thought to myself what was he thinking? could today be his last day in the u.s. and he is trying to take in all he can because he will either see it 8 months from now or never again? then the thought of my next door neighbor and when she left for Iraq. the war didnt have as much as an effect on me until she left us. she didnt have any close family, her parents and siblings were all in louisana and her dog who was with her. but i started to get upset because she did leave family behind. it was us. she was part of our family. she spent holidays with us and came over all the time to just hang out. she would come over before a date and ask me clothing and shoe advise to make sure she looked good. she was a beautiful colored woman how was greatly religious and the funniest person. it hit me when i realized you have to really love you country to go and do this. it takes so much courage and displine and i thank God we have people like that who will sacrifice themselves for the comfort i have at home, being able to go to school, have a car, to be free.
then today i received an email from my cousin and it had pictures and describtions abouta young boy and how must people out there are an avg. age of 19. how they go in boys but leave men. i have had a ruff time in growing up too fast but they have to grow up almost imediately or they wont live. there was a prayer that went along with that email and i just want those of you who read this to think of somewhat of what i just wrote and possibly pray for them as i do every night and thank them for what they are doing for you. |
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| random |
[Mar. 13th, 2004|06:40 pm] |
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ok im cleaning up a spill a work and i glance over and i notice a face from the past. MY STEPMOM!!!!!!ok i haven't seen her since my dad's funeral. i've been trying to get in contact with her for the past 11 years. i even say my little sister. i haven't seen her since she was two weeks old. the shitty thing is i froze i couldn't approach her. i was scared. i didnt know what to say. i wanted to cry, but i couln't and knew i shouldn't. all these questions came into my mind but i couldn't get myself to approach her. well it wAS a crazy day today. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 12th, 2004|03:38 pm] |
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I LOVE YOU DANIEL STANGE |
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| attention |
[Mar. 12th, 2004|03:28 pm] |
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to all my amigas...........i want to say thank you for everything. i know most of you are not so proud of some of my actions or choices( especially with guys)but you guys are there because of who i am not what i do. thank you i love you all |
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| why? |
[Mar. 11th, 2004|03:50 pm] |
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so heres the deal....ive been with my boyfriend for 3 years and last year i cheated on him numerous times with this other guy that i was totally falling for. i contemplated everyday what i should do. i felt like i loved my boyfriend but then why did i fell this way for another guy. some things happened between us and he started seeing other girls, even a close friend, and i started to get back on track with my boyfriend. it was going fine i was content with our relationship. then word got out about an incident and all this drama began between us and i was lost. he told me he cared greatly about me and he loved me as a best friend. all my feelings came back and i didn't know what to do. i'm totally in love with my boyfriend, he even asked me to marry him after college and i'm totally happy with him, but why do i care so much about this other guy still? i still get jealous when he tells me about other girls and get all excited when he calls me. why? |
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| confused |
[Mar. 10th, 2004|04:00 pm] |
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my boyfriend is kind of upset over me going farther away from him for college its only an hour more, but he wants me to move in with him and go to the community school there. I'm not sure what i want to do. i love him and i want to be with him but i want to go to the colleges i applied for . oh well i know he will support me in what ever i decide. |
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